Out with the old ...

Back row (l-r): Mary, Natalie, Stephanie, Bud, Ben and Amber.
 Front row (l-r) Lance, Bo and Shane

As 2012 winds down, many of us are looking for better things in 2013.
This was a Christmas to remember for me, though, for mixed reasons.
For the first time, my dad came down to spend the holiday with us. It was a wonderful visit and we spent a lot of time together.
He also got to spend time with his Alabama family: Shane and Amber came up from Livingston; Lance flew in from Fort Sill and he, Stephanie and Natalie had a great time; and, of course, Bo. For those who didn't know, my dad is Bernard Joseph McLaughlin III, I am Bernard IV and Bo is Bernard V.
Our emotions were mixed because this was also the first Christmas since my mom died in January.
Dad came down to relax and "kick back," as he said. We made sure he did just that, too.
This is also the first Christmas in more than 35 years that I haven't had a job of some sort.
Some have said this is a new adventure and I should embrace this search for a new job. I thought the same, too, for the first few weeks.
Now, though, it's been three months and the adventure, which sounded exciting at first, has become more of an odyssey, fraught with emotional ups and downs with more than a handful of rejections.
So, I am glad to see the end of a year that began with the loss of my mom and ended with me without a job.
This is why I believe - and hope - 2013 should be better.
My emotional well-being is tested with each passing jobless day but I have to believe that there is something out there with my name on it.
I must keep the faith ...